how would you feel if you'd be situated with a kid not of your own, hits your face real hard..screams his guts out at ya...laughs out loud with ya..sleeps beside you..tells you that he misses you....like there was this time...it was around a couple of minutes past 11 pm..(hope ate lala wouldn't read this and realize i keep my son up this late..)...back to the story now...i waited my wife and my son get some shut eye before i contemplate and watch cartoons..castle in the sky...at the scene where that little girl from laputa was running from the pirates with her new found friend..gazu..imagine, the lights were out..i was in a state of being focused to anticipate the next course of action the heroes were about to do to escape the culprits who were after them...my thoughts filled with excitement for them not to get caught ..a hand tapped my right shoulder twice...when i looked behind me..it was a monster!!! aaaggghhh!!! hehehe....nope it was no monster..but it was yuan smiling at me like a small boy wanting to join a fun game with an almost 30 year old man taking the lead..hehehe..that was sweet... he sat beside me and from that point on he never stopped asking question on what the hell was the situation ....i thoroughly explained, elaborating who the characters were and why they're chase occurred... so as i was about to reach the explanation to where the story really is..yuan sat in front of me..slowly lying down on my tummy and eventually used me as a pillow...well...at least i got to finish what where when why and how the plot goes...

consequently..there are times whenever i look into yuans eyes and see that he knows i'm not his real fatherand i regret not being biological dad..the kid's growin up and i have my own issues with the dad son tantamount to disintegrity relationship circumstance..the good thing is..i know how it is..coz i've been there..and evidently.......that's why i'm here...

"Whoah!" our yeilds, as we cross the waves of the sea clashing on the boat while we sail ripping through the currents which imaginatively replenishes our faces with salt water that disposed the adrenaline rush excitingly to make us realize that we're alive and free to taste the inevitably unsullied breeze of the sea. By the time we reach land, making my first step on the shore of this incomparable paradise enclosed by pallidly white powder like sand surrounding the entire island of PANDAN had me stunned with its exquisite refinement of nature's truest dimension. The island's carribean scene goes along paired an open bar settled, roofed with nipa, how beachy huh... there were two locals holding small surf like boards near the shore displaying how they can make a fool out of us trying to balance our left feet to be stable, catch a wave and surf...hang ten dude!!...consequently, none of the six or seven guys who dared attempt, made it to do so, but instead got both our feet up in the air crashing down the white sand and remarkably plunging a splash of the sea, it really is a grotesque figure surfing competition in a way....so, after the embarrassment, bud (the most beautiful woman on the face of mother earth....my wife) asked me to go snorkeling...that's when i saw heaven under the sea........despite the angels had fins, they also didn't have wings... however, gills as replacements...a fascinating sight most definitely...a wide variety of marine species inhabiting a coral atlantis...(good thing neptune wasn't there...or even that evil octopus lady from little mermaid didn't show up either, for i'd be disguising myself as nemo and hve a party ourselves!!)...we snorkeled as long as we could viewing the array of schools , like star gazing except, the stars swing around, they're real live fish and the sky was dense and salty...although, everything was worth seeing, the breeze cleansed my lungs like a whistle...(i still continue to smoke though) fresh air smells magnificent with sand..you should try it...hehe.. purifies your body fluids.....oh! one of the views that dazzled me the most was the sunset, ubiquitously capsizing! an amazing phenomenon closely seen having the horizon bow down to an red orange mixed with a yellowish magical illumination that permeates extravagantly...Pandan would be the best place to visit if you' think of clearing your mind out from misery to be frank... it would be better if you'll have your wife or husband to tag along...sweeeeettttt!...thanks to the Ordenes, the oportunity to see such an out of this world place of relaxation came to exist.... i love my wife and my son yuan...headbutt some broken glass dudes!!!!

I'M THE SHALLOW, THE SUPERFICIAL. I'M THE COMMON MAN. FAITHLESS, NARROW MINDED, INDIFFERENT, IMPASSIVE.
A SYCOPHANTIC LEECH. TANTAMOUNT TO DISINTEGRITY. I'M THE VULTURE FEEDING ON MALIGNANCY.

I'M THE SIN, THE LECHEROUS SNEERING AT PROSTRATION. I WALLOW IN DISEASE. I REJOICE AT DEGRADATION.

I YAWN AT MISERY. SPIT AT OTHERS HAPPINESS. AN ADVOCATE OF MANIPULATION. I EMBRACE THE SICKENING.

I'M THE LOST. I'M AVERAGE. I'M COMMON. I'M INFECTION. I'M HUMAN. I'M COMMON
A WORM THRIVING IN SEAS OF DISGUST. I'M COMMON. THE MOUTH LICKING WHAT YOU'VE BLED. I'M COMMON

I'M THE PAMPERED DEGENERATE. I INDULGE MY INCLINATIONS
THE ONLY WORDS TO MY ATTENTION ARE THOSE THAT I MY SELF CREATE
DISORDER. CHAOS.

I DEBAR ALL ORDER, REPUDIATE ALL PURITY. INFATUATED BY CONTENTMENT.
I LAUGH AT LIES. COME BEHOLD THE SICKNESS IN MY COMMON HUMAN EYES.

I'M THE GREED. THE CYNIC. I'M THE INDIFFERENT GAZE.
MENDACITY, BETRAYAL; THIS IS NOT A PHASE
EBULLIENT WITH HUMAN FILTH, HERE I AM. HERE I STAY.
FLOURISHING IN OUR DISGRACE. BLESSED BE THE HUMAN WAY.